performance.

dearest shadow...

i'm feeling slightly dead today...and today happens to be the day of my performance...
i told three people VVIP's about the performance...that was a good thing...now i'm armed with the good luck wishes from three beautiful souls...

then again...

can their wishes of goodwill help me play better? i sincerely hope so cuz right now, i need all the good luck i can get...

there has never been a day that i played without a single mistake...and never has there been a single stage performance where i didnt make a mistake...i dont want to let anyone down by making mistakes....but then again...who am i going to let down? and who's watching?

dont think my teacher would notice and i'm quite sure that i'd get drowned down by the rest of the people on the vina...dont think that the audience will notice either...

how nice if we could behave like a computer?? as in download the music piece then upload then let the fingers play? that will spoil the beauty of the music...haiz

my fingers are bruised from playing at a very high pitch...and i'm having some trouble typing...hope that all that pays off today....

even if it doesnt, i'll just lose myself in the music as i always do...its my medicine, companion, intoxication and certainly one of my only means of expression..

if it goes well...you might hear from me...if it doesnt...you might not hear from me...

alrighty then

bubye