update

dearest shadow...

i know i've become really lazy and i'm not bothering about you....sorry...

just a week ago, i was sitting in the office praying that all will be well for the A level results...and it was alright...i did not need to throw myself in front of a bus or something...

was just a bit surprised over the results....expected geog to jump a grade but it dropped a grade....and expected econs to be so so...but it was a great jump....wasnt ready to accept it cuz i know that i worked really hard as far as geog was concerned....for econs, i didnt even bother to keep a file.....now i just stare at my 8 files and wonder what went wrong where.....

met my useless classmates on that day....somethings will never really change...haiz...

met wonderful people too...people who helped me pull thru....thank you so much....couldnt have done it without you....really....wanted to speak lotsa things...bought sth for u as well...but i suppose you had better things to do....sorry abt that...

the application is now open....went to the career fair and talked to some pple from NTU...they said that chances of me making it into psychology negligible....wonder how it will be like for NUS......

haiz...lets see how...

suzy, sorry to hear of the news....just keep in mind that vicky and i are here for you....alright?? love you lots lots....