bittersweeet

dearest shadow...

watched jay jay yesterday...

sweet memories are haunting me...

think i played a game with fate as well....just out of silliness, i played a game to see who will break and msg first....that was quite long ago...had beautiful results...

history repeats itself...and now the game was played yet again...not for three days but for week....i kept to it......today is the sunday that is supposedly the last day of this game...if i counted properly....but then again....haizzzz...i wonder if i have any thaguthi to speak with you....i know i dont....

vilaiyaatu vinaiyil mudidyum...how true.....i shouldnt have played games with fate...neither should i have trusted fate too much....or taken it for granted....how stupid i am....3652 is more than a number....an arduous journey that i am not fit to walk....

i remembered your mother's birthday....didnt know how to wish her...neither had the guts to call you to pass regards....with what face shall i wish her happy birthday or call you???

today is daddy's real birthday....wonder whether you remembered....i take it that you'd have told me to pass him your regards nonetheless....thank you....

hope you are well....

i typed a long post but as with many, they are typed, deleted and the remnants are posted....

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