update just for suzy...

dearest shadow...

i'm going to start complaining...yes....damsels in distress do only that....i dont have a knight in shining armour...i only have my shadow...so dont blame me for complaining about the same old stuff over and over again....i'm only female [does that let me off the hook??]

since that is established, lets get to work...or rather, complaining....today is the day i dreaded to wake up to....its too close to the real thing....i'm feeling unprepared...i'm not even in that mood that i was in for the O's...what's wrong with me?? i'm not sure...i dont think i'm overconfident...am i? maybe i am....but then again....i'm not OVERconfident....just a general sick feeling that i might scrape thru....and thats not very good is it??

second complaint....its now close to the end of the year and i'm trying to look for a job.....the simple reason is this: i will not get any more allowances....what am i do to for lunch?? cook? excuse me?? what am i to do for entertainment? the best i have is MTV and cartoon network....my utter lack of a social life is not going to have me cooped up in the house....the only way.....is to work of course....get money....get outta the house....escape cooking...

i happen to be born into the minority race in this country and if your skin isnt *ahem* glowing like the majority, you dont get jobs easily.....call me racist but i'm not....i'm just telling you the basic fact of life....just flip the recruit section and call a few numbers...use my name if you want and see the reaction...if you do happen to get a job...give it to me will you?? maybe i should get myself a hanyu pinyin name and pretend i'm half chinese....a little help suzy?? i need to get outta the house...

third complaint...why must we take our lit paper so close to deepavali?? what will happen to all the poor tidbits waiting for my attention? and why is GP smack in the middle of all the exams?? thats wierd isnt it?? how come most of my papers are in the morning? dont they know i've not been waking up early? oh welll...i know what you are saying....life isnt fair...known fact...get over it....

well...thanks for the reality check...

suzy darling..fear not....i'm alive...i'll get your skin changed soon...maybe it might motivate you to blog more often...what you think??

that's all i've got to rant i suppose....if i said anything offensive [refering to the jobs thing] forgive me...i happen to be brutally honest....

bubbye