the world aint square...

dearest shadow...

i'm using the laptop to blog now cuz the shark wouldnt let me blog from a computer....she says its prelim time...and i gotta study....i was on the verge of telling her that i know very well when and what to study... having passed thru my O's and going on to my A's, i think i dont need strangers extra cautious remarks about my education...oh well...i guess i'm over reacting...but i bet you'll understand cuz i just took paper3......

i aint exactly smiling but i aint dying either....i really wonder what is the point to discourage to encourage....i mean, if you really cannot encourage, then dont....but need you discourage and smirk as you pass peoples table to give out extra sheets of paper?? i really dont understand some things...

why is it that our college always has a lack of spirit?? and who on earth judges what is the lack of spirit?? i am part of the student body and i think that what this college needs is some encouragement from its teachers....some lecturers to trust us that we can do it...anyways, we are still the top 13% of the cohort you know...how can the top 13% be a buncha hopeless idiots??doesnt make sense isnt it??

how come a 6 pointer in our school and a six pointer in RJ get totally different grades? is it because the six pointer in our college is lousy?? if i were to put both of then in RJ then i bet my life on it that the fella will score well.....so is sth wrong with the college or the student?? MOE says they have equal abilities.....my take on it: sth wrong with quack....

oh well.......

life aint fair...and the world aint square...i know....known fact....dead boring to discuss it anyway....just jumpy after paper 3....

will regain sanity in another few aeons....

bubbye...