spite
i've been gone long eh? yea...true...have been busy with school work lately and i never really bothered to sign into my own blog but i've been signing into other peoples blogs and tinkering with their blogskins....suzy should know what i mean eh?? to think i never really bothered to change my own blogskin...sorry suzy...i'm just experimenting with the skins...nothing great about my own blog...i wanted to shut it down or move it anyway...got too many parasites around....gets on your nerve....i aint some kinda saint to be tolerating parasites....whip out the baygon and down you go....suppose you are wondering what the hell is wrong with me......thats a really good question to ask...
i'm not having mood swings or anything but these days, i seem to encounter alot of irritating people...a few bad encounters with the J1's and some other parasites leaves me feeling that i would be better of living in the longkang behind our school...at least its not as dirty as the scum people have inside their hearts...sometimes i wish i could just drag those things all the way to the train track behind and just tie em up there or just push em into the drains when we do the mass run....am i getting violent?? here's reason why...
- some people thing that they are just so fucking big...get what i mean?? they think that everyone must put em up on a pedestral and worship them...otherwise you are not worth their respect....allow me to say GET A LIFE!!
- there are some losers who wake up every morning wishing that they can just kill someone or die....my response: please die...nobody wants such things around them...
- HOW ON EARTH can someone just be chronically angry or depressed or just plain hateful all the time? i wonder...you've gotta hand it out to these people...they know the meaning of their lives...to live as parasites....my my...what a wonderful reason for living...
- then there are those who are living with a huge pain in their hearts and carrying it around infecting other people with their garbage...i aint sayin that you cant share you pain...but hello? we are 19 and above...not hypersensitive children...start forgiving yourself and others larrr....don infect the rest....
- how does one lead a double life? i think i should learn that art...one side perfect nice fella and the other side? a souless sadistic menace to society....go shoot yourselves can??
i typed ten...but i deleted the rest of the 5...too spiteful...the three here are milder compared to the rest of the list...
but not everything is bad is it?? there are wonderful people whom i really feel like sharing my life with....i can literally count the good souls in my life right now...people like vinish, suzy, joycie and my other half...cookie darling...hope the rest dont get jealous...i'm so blessed to have such people...the rest of the fellas i've known for years are gone for good. i wish never to encounter those soulless things...it just makes my blood boil...it might even evaporate...right now, i just wanna finish my JC life, get a masters or sth, get rich and live happily ever after.....awwww...how nice...
posted by radicalblackrose @ 4:07 PM
2 Comments:
hi da.. the surprsing thing is tat without even going ou to the swamps and scums leeches come finding you home...
---> point here is try not to feel disgusted cos its the leeches tat crooses your path and NOT you crossing em mahz..
----> feeling disgusted? why? to be their prey.. reasonable.. but wldn't it be thinkiing of all other targets as well you.. hello you're no alone.. this leech is surprsing cos it only sucks females' blood..(alamk should ve called him a mosquito..a male one.. damn..!)
---> why u? like waht u said yest.. life is a stage.. characters come and go and they play what they are destined.. so you are destined to burn him alive.. its him who has a low-lying mind.. what does know abt love or purity.for the fact.. simplest and wonderful things but not fortunate enuf ( will nvr be.. sinned mahz)
---> don loose control of urself.. concentrate on one thing ur future: studies.. sometimes being emotional is drastic la.. don just heck kare.. if it thinks abt u like tat just try to think he doesn look at me in a respectable way... he looks at me like an animal.. and i 'm not going to allow myself to think tat i might ve transformed to an animal..
---> lastly, a simple short story.. Once 3 guys went to a koovil, an ancient one filled with stautes and beatiful sculptures. the 3 guys, AB n C.. (A's an enginner, B's a artist C's a pauper).. after praying while going around the temple.. they all stopped at a particular staute and were muffled.. they had never seen anything as beatiful as before.. (just imagine la.. to be your beautiful k.. mua mua..) the lady in the staute seemed so real, they were drooling. A thought being an enginner i had wasted my time for not being able top produce such a dimension into my carreer.. meaning he wanted to duplicate the statue and present to the world and recieve large sum of money..
b was thinking tat.. this art has a flaw... being an artist myself i respect the person who abstracted this but at the same time i feel tat there's something wrong but nevertheless beautiful. he prayed to her and kissed her feet and went off..
A and B left off already.. do u know what was C doing..
he was still drooling at the statue.. and thinking.. i'm waiting for it to come alive so tat i cam make her my wife for a night and sell her off OR i shall ask GOD'S Permission to borrow her for a night and shall return her back the next day.....
MORAL of the story: pepole of who they are of what they are made of.. think abt it.. what mistake did the girl in the statue made.. it never asked itself to be made, a person's imagination and craetion made her alive.. but strangers who crossed her path made assumtions and wishes.. whoose fault? or the girl dont deserve to be a staue at all bcos.. sge brings fame for another person or she seemed to ve a korai in her in all due having respect.. or being treated as an object.. there's not the end of story...
you decide the conclusion and tell me, and i shall tell u something in realtion to the story...
a note;... i'm like the artist.. altough i'm sciency...
yea...gotta agree with you on the story...and about the last bit about you being an artist but sciency....i'll have to see about that...heheh...
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