gmail inbox..

dearest shadow..


i'm sitting in my office trying to log into my long gone gmail....

i've done all i can to get back my gmail...but to no avail...i know i'm being annoying abt the whole thing...been complaining about it since the minute i couldnt log in...

it feels abit surreal...

i'm feeling abit insecure that my gmail has been broken into...i wouldnt even be insecure if my blogger account was broken into...but then again...breaking into my email was a very strong blow...

felt like a strong blow was dealt to my head...feels sick...i had like 100 invitations inside the gmail account...

all gone le...

by the grace of someone, i managed to get another account but then again, its got one mail inside now..."welcome to gmail"

haiz...

wonder what happened to the stuff inside...perhaps its being used...perhaps the person forwarded all my email to another gmail account...perhaps its being sold to manikam...who knows?

if the person really wanted the mails, at least my account could have been left intact...now, i dont have anything...

i've been causing alot of pple pain by asking them if they are the one who changed my password or broke into the account...

my heart feels as empty as my new gmail inbox....

haizz...

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