Ridiculosity

Dearest shadow,



Let me start out by saying that I am completely self aware of the fact that I am going to subvert my own beliefs and opinions by blogging about and giving attention to things I do not like. But I am going to justify this subversion by saying that it is for self-growth, awareness, catharsis and for proper record keeping purposes.


Ridiculosity /riˈdikyəlóssətee/ (Abs. Noun): The quality or state of being ridiculous or experiencing ridiculousness.


I have been exhibiting ridiculosity for some time now. However, it is good that I have realised it early. In its early stages ridiculosity can be reversed and cured. For example, I will slowly but surely realise that self reflection should ultimately lead to changes in life. And when I make those changes, I cannot falter. I must not sway to emotion. I should not sway to public opinion. And I as much as I can, I must stay on the path.


It took alot of nudging from a very nice drama teacher. There was a lot of stress and panicking attached to it. But I managed to do it. I could officially speak to random people. I can do it to a certain point, quite successfully actually, before I need to visit the toilet. But I think after some self-reflection, I have to revert. Just a little bit. To stop all the recurring ridiculosity.



I shalt talk less. and less. and eventually much lesser. After which, I will resort to as much grunting and hand signals as possible. and avoid almost all non-essential talk. I don't have an official list yet. (gosh! the horrors!) However, I am starting with my dear mother.



Let's just leave it at that for now.