things so far

Dearest shadow...


i've been too lazy to blog. but lemme assure you that life is going real well. in fact, its never been better. good job. good pay. good food and of course a good holiday. speaking of which, i've been a bit evil and went on a holiday without telling people. heh. feels nice to get away like that once in a while.

we went to penang and drowned more chendols and ice kachangs and yummy seafood. i've always loved going to penang...although i have zero liking for the country, the whole island thing always pulls me there. why? yummy seafood! heh. gotta love fooood.

life is good when you eat, drink and be merry. :)

that aside...i've been a tad bit busy with alot of things. work being the most obvious. if you've been reading so far, then, you'd have read me blabbering about revamping my life and blabla....i quote myself: "I think i know what i really need. i need a vacation more than a revamp. and i need to work myself sick enough to complain that i'd rather be slogging in campus. which of course will be in reverse when i'm actually in slogging in campus. thats the kind of vacation i need."

so lets tick virtually. i got a vacation to penang. i'm working myself sick :) that leaves me with the major revamp! here's the gd news. its already in process! yay for me!! slowly it'll kick into high gear and i'll have done away with the icky stuff. dont worry...things will still be normal. i wont go to school blonde with a halter top or sth. its too xiaxue. yuck. i'm just getting things done in a more holistic way. sounds good? yes? yes.

this blog will eventually have some changes. hopefully it'll be nice. but i might just go into overdrive with my compulsive madness for perfection....and i might just scratch it all off and make it icky. hmmm. lets see. the whole idea is in beta. elsewhere.looks good for now. but you cant see it yet. :P

right. what did i miss? lemme see.

oh yea. i miss nan. badly. even eating naan makes me feel sad cuz its what she's teased with. and i miss him. i thought that being away from school will make things errm, lesser. it doesnt. i still listen to all the music over and over and look dreamily at photos which i try so hard to resist. i'm looking forward to mid august. i want a smiling nan holding some yummy mauritian street fooood and a certain someone to hold my gaze and give that killer smile. and i want my arts canteen back. this has been the longest period i didnt get arts canteen food since i was 2.

oh that'll be heaven.