update.

Dearest shadow...

i know its been long. and i noticed my webstats showed a lot of page views....i'm guess lotsa people dropped by and saw that i had been a lazy bum....yes. i am. that's no surprise right? heh.

alright lets get to it then.

lotsa things happened in the past month....the most obvious being the exams....i think i will get one miserable A. I hope i can manage another for film art. guess what, i got a really good B+ for my film art term paper and i got an A for the mid terms....so i might not be that screwed after all....

We got our concert DVD. it is just oh so perfect. i just love it. it lacks only one element. perhaps that one element will make the entire production purely intoxicating to watch. me and my dear nan* were going goo goo ga ga over the dvd. feels really nice to be part of the production. i mean, you really get to see the whole thing and listen to the music quality like you are part of the audience. and every once in a while you get to see the conductor...teeheehee... i know i'm cheeky :P

what else? hmmmm. oh yea. got myself a job. i remember writing and telling lotsa people that i need a working vacation so that i can work myself sick cuz i was annoyed with all the crap in school....and now, i'm sit in my cubicle looking out at buona vista mrt and secretly wishing for an extra hour of lunch so that i can run to central library and grab a gd book. sigh. i dont quite understand myself sometimes. i want to study when i'm working and vice versa....why cant i just be happy studying and working when i'm doing it?? ah well...i'm a walking contradiction.

nonetheless, its a good job. i have my own cubicle. comes with a ceiling to floor glass window with a great view. lunch is not as expensive compared to town. my computer works faster than the average toyota. i have my own phone line. i have 7 colleagues. 4 are nice. the other three are losers. i can chit chat on the phone. take leave when i need to without filling out a zillion forms and waiting for HR to get back to me. the downside is that i cant wear anything and everything that i want to. i have to get new office wear. its annoying cuz i wont use it to wear to sch. i have to get up at unearthly hours and squeeze into the train with my face glued to the door. town is still 6 mrt stations away and i cant monitor all the great deals at topshop and mango during great singapore sale. and of course, it pays well if you close your eyes to my CPF contribution.

apart from that, i managed to catch my darling cookie. and my brother in law. he's so handsome i tell you. had a real hell of a time at park mall Dome. catching up of old times. and getting to know him. he has a real funny nickname i tell you. if you think that cookie is a funny name to call your best friend by, then his will have you roll on the floor with tears. ahahaha. we're a big happy family now. chocolate, cookie, and milk. yes. milk....completes the whole thing dont you think? hmmm...i like milk. :)

i finally caught my dear suzy. dude, we ought to go window shopping. and yes, maybe we should go to mustafa again. ok? had a real fun time with her that day i tell you. stress relief. thank god i saw her before getting stuck in my cube. miss ya babe.

overall, it was an interesting semester. i'm waiting for 26th may to come. then i'd really know my beautiful grades and whether my cap needs pulling up. apart from having to deal with group work, and sickening people treating you like crap, it was an eventful one. made bearable with music, nan*,nutella, brad pitt, and a certain best friend who doesnt mind marrying me.

remind me to choose modules which do not need group work, do not require you to wake up at unearthly hours to get to school. remind me that i have a life. tell me that i need to get back in shape. and stop squeezing my composite volcanos leaving deep sea trenches in the process. geez. i still remember my A level geography. pray that i have a hell of a time at the office. smile at me if you see me walking drenched in the rain. lets hum venmai songs together...hand me a cup of hot milo with floating chocolate marshmallows. lets discuss politics, music, love, karma, and krishna....lets do screenshots, cut pictures up and go mad with ecstasy.


oh my dear bansuri, i miss you so!