wrong sides

dearest shadow...

today is one of those days where you wake up on the wrong side of the bed....even when your bed is a single bed....the wrong side is..well, simply wrong....get what i mean? i guess you will...eventually....

so my weekend started out by waking up on the wrong side of the bed....twice...to top it off, its freaking early in the morning too....if waking up on the wrong side is bad, lemme tell you that waking up in the earlyyy morning is plain cataclysmic...if you can spell that word, thank your lecturer....i thanked mine.

so i read my horoscope on those two mornings and what wonderful messages they had for me...

Take the moral high ground and refuse to respond to someone's provocations. Better yet, examine why it is that they bug you so much. The answer is probably close to home. Once you find it, you'll defuse the whole situation.

sounds real good eh? yea...i bet. i'm not even going to go into the kinda crap people give you when you're having a not so bright sunny morning....

but really, i question, what is it about people's insecurities that allows them to look at you like some piece of crap? why make a fuss? and so what if you're a bloody majority? does that make you any better than anyone else? what's with the sickening stereotypes man? what, you assume that i cant speak english just cuz i'm not your colour? well sweetie, i can speak shakespeare if you want....can you understand if you use a translator? hah!

my first lecture had this to say about sth close to this....but i wont say it cuz that would make me liable to prosecution...my blog will receive even moreee traffic...and maybe just maybe, i'd become even more popular than a certain blonde star blogger....

alright i deviate. lets get back to that horoscope and wrong side of the bed....what did i do you ask? i did what the horoscope said....take high moral ground...and refuse to respond to provocations....

perhaps i'm acting my age...[finally] or perhaps i was too groggy....but if i wasnt, i'd make sure she got screwed....i did customer service shit for a long time too...and i know what it feels like...so i take pride in being a GOOD customer...

next time someone asks me my race, i'll tell them "human race" It is grammatically correct....and certainly politically correct....so hey, try it...might work.

btw someone asked me why i still keep a picture of a certain someone in a very viewable place....
here's my answer....as much as i appear to be a headstrong bitchy person, i have an equally soft side....i'm a libra remember....all of that is just a protection....an armor if you will....perhaps a facade...but i can never hate....nor harm willingly...i'll take it without a word if you do it....but i wont do it back....that defeats the purpose of my birth....people arent robots....you cant expect them to be the way you want....they choose what they want...and i respect it....and they are obliged to respect likewise....even if time doesnt spare another summer or permit another moment, i will still keep everything....and not breathe a word...

women hold many secrets dont they? i believe that they are ALWAYS better left unsaid...smiles say so much more....

:)

ciao!