appearance

Dearest shadow...

I have always wondered about a certain phenomenon...it seems to me that it happens to me at a rate much greater than most people...and perhaps i am the cause and the effect of this so called phenomenon...

those who have become penpals with me thru my blog might not be able to see why i'm complaining about this...those who truly know me will understand...i guess its enough background...i'll get down to it...

I can NEVER truly understand how complete strangers take it upon themselves to come up to me and give me advice on my physical appearance...i am not handicapped thanks to god...i have sufficient intelligence to get thru life...at least half as much as i demonstrate....and i think i can safely assume that i am not utterly repulsive to look at...when i cant see anything wrong, the excessively caring populace seems to be able to look beyond and see more flaws than i care to count...

and i've always thought that i was the obsessive compulsive perfectionist...seems that i am wrong...

I've had the same frame, same face and same length of hair since i was 10...the most radical and drastic thing that ever happened to my appearance was probably the loss and regrowth of my horribly jagged teeth....but somehow nature has been kind and they have become somewhat straight on their own....

so why is that people who have known me since i was 2850 gramms to customers who talk less than 5 mins suggest that sth is wrong with my weight, height, bones or facial structure?? it puzzles me greatly....I have NEVER had a day at work where someone doesnt ask about at least of the above....and suggest an alternative diet....

i've not even gone to the people who make judgments and assess flaws with your disposition and look how far i've typed....sigh...

Lets take a breather....how am i supposed to take this? as genuine concern with regards to my health? or as a unsought intrusion into my privacy? hmmm....Well, i'm a Libra so i will try and find some balance and restore my sanity...

Well, i'd just like to think that appearance is transient...and it is just skin deep...i just hope that people realise i'm flesh and bones...although i appear to have more bones than flesh....

For as long as some people are jealous of my small waist, metabolism and skinny figure, Your Skinniness is happy....know what i mean? heh. ;)


to that person who said i "sound like a social reformist half the time", i'm gonna be taking sociology....so there! my blog is personal to me...so i dont suppose that anyone needs to take things personallyy...