whats changed?

dearest shadow....

hope things have been smooth sailing for you...after all, you're just a shadow....alright...i know i'm sarcarstic...but hey...i've always been sarcarstic....its not like i've changed...

so lets see...what's changed ?

1. i've got a new pimple on my face...it looks absolutely gorgeous...plump and red and just waiting to burst out into the new world... [no this is not sarcasm...its called positive thinking :) ]
2. My room is cleaner since my dad got a new vaccum cleaner...
3. i'm listening to songs in languages other than the default english language medium...hmmm...
4. i've started locking my door when i sleep...i'm afraid of unseen flying objects [ghosts] that might disturb me at night....i'm protected since my room is nearest to the prayer room...but locking the door helps psychologically...
5. oh yea....i got myself a feather pillow.... good stuff...i mean it...
6. 7 eleven is my new god....slurpees just rock....and yea...for the panadol flu that i need for the slurpee's after effects....
7. i wrote my name in blue ink when i signed for my atm card....my teller told me i've got gorgeous handwriting....i didnt know it looks good in blue....but i'll stick to black thank you....
8. I speak better english now....thanks to my diploma...and yes thanks to all the people who really act dumb...so that they can get firing from me...
9. i've drowned most of the books in my home library....i've even arranged them by sections...like devotional...hobbies..and so forth...good eh?
10. i have successfully counted all the fish in my new fish tank....29+ 2 baby lobsters +2 suckers...they are all very teeeny and there are 5 types of fishies inside...
11. oh and....my favouritest fishie died...last month...she was old...
12. my neighbour's daughter is falling in love with me....or rather....my hair....she likes the smell....wierd...i cant smell anything....
13. mom thinks that i'm paranoid about keeping things slim...right down to my gadgets....L 7, ipod...keyboards...thumbdrive...toothbrush...but hey...people make things small these days...but yes...i like slim things...they are so...sexy...unlike me...but thats another story...

and since i like the number thirteen...which happens to be my lucky number, i shall end there...

if you happen to read between the lines...you'd realise that...nothing really changed...i'm still the same...sometimes...i wish i can just have a metamorphosis stage in my life...where i can become a pretty butterfly...

now...why do i like compare myself with butterflies so much? hmmmmm....dont worry....i'm still scared of butterflies...NO matter how pretty.

:)