time.

dearest shadow....

time is a beautiful thing.

sometimes i look back and ask myself many things. and today, i begin to wonder if most of the time i have on my hands is truly mine...

its kinda hard to be torn between many things at once. and its difficult to refuse when people need you. how on earth do you say no? that you need to be alone for some time....that you need to be yourself, there is no self-discovery otherwise?

geez.

alas, i dont know how to say no. today was a break from the usual. but then, sometimes i chid myself for those breaks. cant help it though. time passes. almost analogous to a zephyr....felt but unseen. that carefree joy is usually overrun by the loud noisy confusion called life. i travel close to 3 hours a day.

imagine, i lose 24 hours in just a week. so i lose 52 days in a year just travelling. i'm not going to calculate the time spent on gmail. thats crazy. but i guess, its not so much the destination but the journey.

i pray that i reach that destination. and pray for a seriously gorgeous journey.