Parenteachermeetin

dearest shadow...

i know i havent been blogging....who cares anyways huh??? the past week has been a rollercoaster ride....there have been so many occasions where i wanted to get the laptop out and blog for pages on end...but hell...the annoying wireless doesnt work in the times we need....so yea...it was all accumulated and i've pretty much dissolved all the feeling already so whatever i tell you is probably going to be a feelingless boring and neutral version....where shall i start then??


lets start with the most recent then...parent teacher meeting...it still makes me cringe....yuckses..i never really liked those points where you have to sit on a chair with the results slip staring right at your face....and the worst part of it is that you are stuck between these two parties called parents and the lecturer...its a good thing if those results are good results but hey.....i never said i'm super smart or sth....so yea...i wanted to meet dad for lunch and then later go to college and attend the talk and then be the first few so that we could escape before any over zealous lecturer sees me and dad....perfect plan...only problem?? no plan B....i ended up waiting outside collecting free pens and loaded myself with brochurers only to throw em away later...ended up sitting in the queue waiting for those pple to move....btw mr barry looked handsome in his long sleeved white shirt and khaki pants....that aside, he said really positive things about me and was sincerely worried abt my results unlike SOME teachers...oh well...the most surprising thing was that dad supported me all the way and he did admit to me that when he was taking the A's his grades were worse...i smiled for half a second when he said "that does not give you an excuse to have performed as such..." and so my face went back to sulky...

just when we were about to leave it so happens that dad wanted to see my econs teacher to ask if papers are set according to the A level format...the answer is a clear no...only a few topics are tested now.....the full one will be prelims or sth....the elasticity woman was there and shit happens....we ended up talkin to my econs tutor....man that was bad....reaaaal baaaaaad....i was called lazy, lousy, easily distracted, weak and always absent [i was absent 3 times this yr....]using smokescreen tecniques to write essays...i kept feeling like a loser thruout...it lasted for more than an hour mind you...like as if that wasnt enough....

hiazzzz....if you wanna know my grades....lemme tell you....its bad...so i aint gonna humilitate myself on my own blog....

my grandparents have been gone for a few days...things have been peaceful...but they are going to be back...shiv kutty has been seriously sick for the past few days and there is this fatso teacher in his school who goes round terrorising pple....she's like my height and about 95 kg....fat i tell ya...and she scolds my poor lil bro...he's been really sick and all....hope he gets well sooon...pray for me k?? it saddens me to know he's sick......

guess i've bored you enough....will stop here....btw i dont think that there will be regular updates but i wil reply tags and stuff.... : )