econs...

DEAREST SHADOW...

guess what....today, econs was FUN!! yupp....you can rub your eyes in disbelief....but this is the first time larr....it was fun without the guys makin all kinds of mating calls at the back....oh and yea...did i mention that ever since mr osman assumed responsibility for our physical paper, his lectures and tutorials are super systematic...the entire LT is super quiet...i dropped my highlighter and it seemed to echo mind you...and the fellas didnt make ANY mating calls at all...we all sat in the front rows...which is another wierd phenomenon....and no one snored....now that's what i call a lecture....seems like everything is swinging into full gear....and i passed two A's and Two AO...no prizes for guessing which subject got the Fantastic grade....econs....yupp....


btw i've been sick for two days...high fever...i'm still sane...the workload isnt getting to me for once....thats a first....prioritise....the key word for today....did what i could in what little time i got....and yea...upcoming is filing............oooooooh man i loooove filing....out comes the load of rubbish....yuck...


other than school, i think i'm feeling much better now as compared to before.....did some soul searching and sorted out my emotions.....they werent mere outbursts or pms....but sometimes it just gets to me....and yea....now that common tests are over the buzz word is MID YEAR!!... aww man...doesnt it ever stop in this school?? test test exam....every week...every lecture...got two geo tests tmrw durin the double tutorials....its my break dammit...i could be slping in the library or surfing the net and blog in the library...and there i have to be freezin in the resource room writin TWO tests.....oh ya...econs mcq test also.....haiz....getting sick of this lifestyle sometimes.....but i think i'm takin it into stride once more and remind myself why on earth i went to college and decided to take A levels in the first place.....gotta thank alotta pple who helped me up....couldnt have done it w/o you guys....really.....makes me more thankful....there is resentment when it comes to my grandparents....but what do i do??? puzzling situation....


i'm much much happier now and i hope it lasts thru till god knows when......i'm trying not to be cynical.....but thats soooo me....oh well....lets see where the road takes us....


will go study now.....bubbye...