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Dearest shadow…

Today my PW OP….the bloody thing was finally over at 11 today…thank god…I really hope that I don’t ever ever ever ever have to see those people in another group meeting AGAIN…I’ve had quite enough thank you…I didn’t manage to do a content page nor able to page the file yesterday…dad was involved in the fire walking and all…so…ya…I had to help out instead of just burying myself into books and that horribly thick file…my parents couldn’t understand how come I am still studying after school finish…to them, I’m nuts…so be it…ya…back to the GPF…this morning then my secretary paged it….i suppose she wasn’t happy…but hey, it’s not as if I did it on purpose…the marks are in my interests too…



Two major things are outta my life now…Promos….PW…[I cross my fingers..] now, still got mother tongue…I have to get an A1..hear that??? HAVE to get an A1…otherwise, I don’t know how to convince that my mother tongue is gd enough to continue with lit paper…we’ll see about that larr...AO math paper is also on the same day…don’t even want to talk about it lar…its depressing…right now, I just want to breathe…both promos and PW over…



SYF is next…really lar…I aint graceful…I knew it since my drama days…never really made it into the main cast due to that…I hope I just don’t spoil the entire thing…



Yea…I know I have been doing a lot of complaining these days…but hey, who else can I complain to?? Any other people would have be long gone after hearing me repeat the same damn crap all over again and again…



Nevermind that…lemme share some more positive things….it was Mr. Anbu’s daughter’s first birthday today…he was so sweet to invite us all…there were only students there…none of his relatives…we had a ball of a time…and I got to see another side of him…I only knew him as a teacher…but now, saw him as a father, a husband and a mentor to the rest of us who left school already…it was really wonderful…



I feel kinda sad that some of my close frens are leaving school at the end of the year…some wont be able to make it up…I don’t mean this in a cocky way or anything but, I feel that there are some people who truly truly don’t deserve to make it up…and those who do, didn’t get to…I aint saying that I deserve to make it up…that’s worth debating over...but life just aint fair…fate is so cruel at times…and it hurts…a lot…



Hope I grow to accept it…[don’t see myself doing so now…] no matter whether I accept it or not, I will stand by you honey…and that day, you thanked me for entering your life…I’d like to believe that I was there all this while…within…love you lots honey…muaks..

Alrighty then, I will get outta here…



Bubbye.