econs...my favourite...

Dearest shadow,

Had a rather emotional day today. Yesterday I was complaining that I had an econs test today…it was horrid…not that I didn’t study…I was studied the market structures and all those characteristics…think I would be able to answer if it came out on price discrimination…but turn out the question wasn’t about this at all…all this while…I had been studying this and in fact, tutorial also teach this…soooo…yaaa….i thought I would be able to do it.



Went to LT3…and..my class was right on top…and I was sitting in the last row…you know how much I hate sitting right at the back…sit there and shiver like nobody’s business. And then I cant even feel my fingers…fine…so I sat at the back…didn’t have writing paper…had to beg and borrow…then they flashed the question…



Productive and allocative efficiency??? WHAT!?? That was aeons ago!! And the next one…profit maximization sth sth and efficiency…goodness gracious!!! It was a serious shock to my system you know…I blacked out…and once two mins over to copy the question, everybody’s pen was down…the moment they said you can start, everyone started writing!!! God! Here I was sitting at the top of the damn LT…shivering and not knowing what to write and the worst part is to look at the rest of the pple writing away…drawing this curve and that…each one draw one curve…jesus..



Wrote absolute crap…I swear…don’t think I could have done any worse. I couldn’t take it at all…in the 45 mins, I actually sat there and saw myself having to drop econs and get kicked outta PJ and then I went to the top of the hall there…sat on the railing and knowingly made myself fall down…[in simple words, commit suicide…didn’t want to be so blunt] and then I was dead and saw nana, ying, jags, ash, genie, priya and honey bee cry for me…then



“10 minutes more…”



yea…like it mattered…scribble scribble summore…write some absolute crap again…



“pens down”

mine was down ages ago….couldnt take it at all….hugged nana and baby…then went to canteen and cried to siva and jegan…felt horribly depressed…a week to promo and I am still writing crap…lost my morale for a bit...melancholic...



one week to promo…scary…yet I cant wait for it to be over…and then share the joy of having to take my AO papers…wow…it just delights me…[am sarcastic by the way] and then after that...the damn PW will be over...LIBERATION...or issit the beginning of something worse?? aint got the answer...cant think at this time....typing the goddam report...cant make sense..think i just save and get outta here...



sheesh…alrighty me sleep already…wanna go to bed…



bubbye