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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

in the doldrums

Dearest shadow…

Am down in the doldrums right now…

Suddenly see my life plummeting into this deep valley…screaming…hearing echoes of laughter…yea…the thing is I have a few people to hang on to…people who still keep me going…

Promos are so near…FOC must be turned into a decent grade to get me to J2. am seriously scared…as I type this, I am near to tears. Don’t ask why. I don’t want to complain or curse and swear anymore…no energy. Enough is enough. Discrimination is horrible I tell you…HORRIBLE.

Am communicating with very little people these days…been a while since I even talked to my darling cookieee…

Suppose I am viewing everything rather cynically today…want to talk to J. just J.

waiting…

finally…

think I go now…

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