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Dear shadow…



There is certain sound which makes me go crazyyy these days…its this KRIING sound…and regardless of the mood I am in, I’d just light up. It seems like a switch to a bulb…guess you think I am nuts…I totally agree… and in case you don’t get what I am talking about, am actually talking about my phone…



You see…my phone..its xelibri [that’s the brand…I know it sounds weird. Like me.] and ya..the message tone is the krriiiing…and the blue light will light up…and there will be an envelope…and I’d press the button…and the envelope will open up…and I’d read it. Haha!! I know I am being weird. Bear with me ya?



These days…I just go bonkers whenever I get a message…lights my dayyy you know!!! Hehehehehehehehehe…..



Alright alright…I’d just start narrating my boring life yet again…



Not too long ago…I got news from a trusted friend of mine that there was this group of pple I know were gossiping about me…and to think i actually trusted one of those pple in that group…I actually had the person high up on a pedestal…disgusting isn’t it? You think there is something about me that annoys you…tell me….I could change it dammit…wont behave that way to you…instead…you actually instigate the rest to agree with you and you dare make it sooo open…my goodness…if I were to be gossiping, I’d be bloody guilty about it and actually feel sorry for being such a meanie…some people just got no conscience I suppose…nevermind. I will keep it in mind. i’d do what I am supposed to do…and I’d make sure that I smear ash on your face…[a rather Indian expression…sorry if you don’t get it…]



See…my mood change when I tok about them…



On a more serious note…I cant play play anymore…promos are sooo near…and all I have been doing is to lament about my FOC…never really did anything to change it. Yesss…I shamelessly admit…I haven’t really been studying and I keep getting all these really bad thoughts…I cannot afford another year…am praying…gotta get things goinggg…



And I sincerely hope that I am not being a distraction to someone…you know who you are…cant play anymore da…must get down to business…time flies you know.



It will pass sooner than we think I suppose…hiazz…see larr…started so happy…end sooo differently…nevermind…I’d show those freaks…[and yes…that’s a threat.]



Bubbyee.