i'm guilty....

Dearest shadow….

Came back as usual today. Had a pretty good day also…my ST pissed me off for a bit....partly my fault…and I didn’t get to buy the polo shirt…sheesh..and I actually scolded ash…more like screamed at him in front of everyone. I know I pissed him off. His face changed. I shdnt have done that. I am truly sorry for that…I apologized. For the sake of courtesy, he told me not to think such things. Silly me! How could I? I feel like scum. I sent a message…no reply..and his horoscope for today is:



“You may feel an emotional tinge this afternoon. You have been holding back in the self-expression department. You need to assert yourself more often rather than let it all build up like that.”



oooops! Shit. I shd just mind my own business next time. Buy my own shirt. Let people do their stuff…instead of the together gether thingy…to put it plainly, I should just stop bitching around. Feeeel….. guilt-ridden. I have to go down on my knees tmrw. Literally.





Think I will stop here for today.

Don’t think I want to type further.



Bye.