what a bummer!

WARNING...DONT READ.



dearest shadow...

just finished my human paper....feeel horrible...i want a hug..badly...i didnt manage to finish the paper...i didnt do two subparts to the essay question...whats the weightage you ask?? 18 marks..that feels horrible..i was actually counting on my human paper to pull up my overall geo marks..and considering that i got an O for mid year...i aint sure what is gonna happen...



i think its all my fault lar...maybe i was overestimating the time available...damn...not enough...not at all..am really worried...even the shark looks worried after looking at me...she was actually smiling just now...



you know, the same situation happened during the physical paper...the weathering question...wasnt able to finish...and its essay...god...have really lost alot of marks...



am kinda sorry to say this...right now...i seem to doubt my ability to secure my two A and AO passes...i did study...i have the material to answer the questions...knowing you can answer and not being able to answer is just downright depressing you know...really..



tmrw is yet another tough paper...mother tongue A and Econs paper one and two...dont know what is gonna happen for lit paper...scared leh...my heart pumping so fast...think i might just go senile at this point in time...



now there is that recurring dream...the one that is plummeting down the valley...me screaming and hearing echos of laughter as i fall deep...



dont even feel like blogging...



go away...

get lost...



P.S. i thought i said dont read?? nevermind...just dont pity me...i hate that...